bare bliss

he’s my hope.

He has never left.
He never hurts me.
He never turns his back.
He holds my hand.
He is my protection.
He is the light in darkness.
He is my hope.
Most of all .. He is love.
He is all i have.
He is all i need.
He is my hope.

his loving light

cleaning the open cuts

They are already there.
They are still bleeding.
They still hurt.
Ignoring them wont make them go away.
Covering them wont make them stop bleeding.
Leaving them there will not make them hurt less.
All there is to do, is to help them heal.
The cuts cant get any deeper,
any bloodier, any more painful.
Nothing worse can happen.
So clean  them out, bandage them up.
Sometimes the scabs will break,
And when they do , it will bleed and hurt,
But “don’t ever give up” on them
Eventually they will heal.
But first they have to be cleaned….
So deal with the sting of the hot water,
Tolerate the pain.
One day they will heal.

the largest lost cause.

Dont try to save me, im already gone.
Dont try to sway me, im already fallen.
You bring me so close.
You drop me so quick.
I dont think you understand ,
That you dont understand.
You cant save me from this.
You cant save me from myself.
I am. Broken. A mess. A wreck.
No matter how many
Nice, Caring, Beautiful,
Hurtful, Rude, and Destructive
Words you say, i am unfixable.
I am annoying.
I am not pleasant.
I am the tales on a penny,
When people see me ,
They flip me over to reveal,
A prettier sight.
So next time a promise slips,
Next time i get on your nerves,
Remember, i was always just ..
A lost cause.

dry downpour

hushed harmonies

Music seems to be the only constant blessing in my life,
God knew i could not deal with this world with out it.
When my words fail.
When i cant find a way to say what i feel.
When i do not know how i feel.
When i do not know what to do,
Or i do and i am to afraid.
When i need someone and there is no one there.
When i am searching for something that is not there.
When the world bring me joy.
When life is disappointing me.
When i am ready to give up.
When i already have…
Music .
Music can do what i can not.
Music saves me from what i am.
Music saves me everyday.
The words always in the back of my mind.
The beat always pumping through my heart.
The tunes swaying inside my soul.
Music never lets you down.
Music never leaves.
Music speaks words of wisdom.
Music plays notes of knowledge.
Music is gods way of saving me.